Rant/vent going on here

missy
Just a little history about myself, my husband and I lost to pregnancies last year first one at 10 weeks and the other at 5 weeks. I absolutely hate mothers and Father's day and just wanted to stay home. I know for a fact how things are going to go down. Parents of angel babies don't get any acknowledgement what so ever you don't get told happy Mother's/father's no gifts which that's not the important part. As I'm writing this sitting at a table of a restaurant angry as can be my husband and I were the last to arrive (went to lunch with my husbands family) he went around the table giving hugs and saying happy Father's day and no one says it back and they are giving gifts to one another other and even we gave some as well nothing in return. I really didn't wanna come only reason was for my husband. I can't deal with the world . And I feel if you can acknowledge me as a mom then it's just like saying your baby didn't exist.....