It's more than just a blessing

Alondra
On December 6, 2006 my nephew Samuel Jose Reta was born. 
At 8 months he was pronounced dead. August 31, 2007. 
The story is so long but the short story is my sister boyfriend laced the q tip with meth when she asked him for one to clean my nephews nose. 
He has life and my sister will be coming out in January 2017. 
I was 10 years old when this happened. 
I am currently 19 and my due day is on his birthday. December 6, 2016.
My brother will be out on September this year and my sister will be out in January. 
This will be the first time my family will be together. 
I'm the youngest and was not planning for this either, but miracles do happen. 
In honor of Samuel Jose Reta I Am naming my unknown gender child Samuel Alexander Dorado or Samantha Helena Dorado