11 days late for period.

My boyfriend has been begging me to take a pregnancy test for days now that I'm 11 days late. I'm extremely bloated and very emotional and a few other symptoms but the point of this post is, I absolutely do NOT have the lady balls to take a test. I'm afraid to see a negative and afraid to see a positive. Anybody else act stupid like this? Or do I just need to put my big girl panties on and take the damn test..