I'm so tired of living

I'm tired of waking up every day and seeing myself in the mirror. I hate the way I look, the way I talk. I'm tired of the rejection. I'm tired... of never being good enough for anyone.... Of being made fun of... of crying myself to sleep and feeling so alone... Of being a fat 23 year old virgin who no one wants. I can't trust anyone. I've felt this deep sadness in me for 6 years and all anyone knows how to say is "it'll get better" but it hasn't. I feel it eating away at me. The saddest part is that no one wants to hear depressing shit like this but I don't have anyone to talk to. I hate myself so much. More and more every day. Such a fucking waste of space.