Having a hard time

Samantha • Married, 20, army wife
So my husband is deploying in two weeks so im packing up the house amd it really is making me realize that im not going to see him for about a year. I cant stop bawling. I just started my period yesterday but seriously idk what to do. I cant even spend much time with him because his schedule at work is hectic. Sorry just need to rant.