How to accept my weight gain

Melodie • Baby #1 is 18 months... TTC#1= PREG at my second round of clomid. Now PREG with baby #2. First month we tried, no medication. Due date= nov.2018 ❤️ PCOS+MTHFR+FVLeiden homozygous. 11 years with my husband. 28M-28F
Believe me, I'm happy to be pregnant, blah blah.But today wasn't a good day. I have hot flashes (like crazy).... and I just started to feel uuuggggeeee. Everybody remind me how much I know have a big belly. Well, thats true, thanks very much. Only 19 weeks and already + 8 lbs..... I know Its just the beginning. I guess eat to much. I need to to get passed it and laugh about it. Now you can call me the chubby whale 😒😂