First off, no judgement. This isn't a place for rude remarks, it's a place for advice.

My husband has been a heavy pot smoker since I met him. (5 years ago) We have 2 healthy girls and his smoking has never gotten in the way of him being a hard worker and loving father. He only smokes outside. Recently, he's been a little out of hand. We are 20 days late in rent. Why? Because he keeps taking $20 here and $30 there to buy weed. My workout schedule or grocery shopping schedule revolves around when he decides to take his 45 minute smoking session. For example, I just asked him to come sit with our daughter so she can finish her movie and his response was "Uhm. No. I'm kind of in the middle of something." That "something" is him sitting in his friends car with 3 other guys and hotboxing the car. He does this daily. It takes about an hour. He smokes every 30 minutes to an hour and it takes forever and it bothers me so much that it consumes so much of his time. (We are TTC after 2 miscarriages)

I'm so conflicted on wether or not I should continue TTC with him because he just infuriates me so badly some times. I want another baby horrible, especially since I have lost 2 but I hate these conflicting emotions.

Anyone else been in this place? Any advice?

Again, no bashing or rude comments.

EDIT: I feel I should also add that I'm a stay at home mom and part time student. He makes ALL of the money so he uses that card against me when I complain about him spending it.

EDIT:Our bills are paid. We have only been late on rent this one time. Money is not the issue I'm asking about and your opinions on me TTC after losing 2 babies do not need to be rude.

It's the concept of what he's doing that I'm asking for insight on. Not advice in if you think I'm financially stable enough or not to have another. Thank you.