False lines

Jen
I had a pregnancy many years ago that didn't complete.  Then years later had 2 children in early 30's.  Each time I don't think I tested until I threw up as I never used to track my cycles well.  Pregnancy tests were always super quick and clear.  Fast forward to turning 40 and totally becoming a POAS addict.  I keep wasting my money and scrutinizing every whisper of a line and freaking about the negatives.  I'll be one ticked off woman if all these little lines are indeed false. The HPT gig is a ripoff if they are this unreliable. Rant over...I know all pregnancies are different and I should probably just hold out until I throw up. Made an appointment for doctor 2 days from now. So scared to get negative there.