Boobies after birth

Before I was pregnant, my boobies were perky and small now they are big huge and kind of saggy and my areoles are dark. I'm 9 weeks post partum. I'll be breastfeeding until he's a year old. Will my boobs ever go back to normal? I'm only 17 and miss my old boobies. Please don't judge me for being a teen mom. It was my decision that I will never regret. I love my son so much.