Need support

Never been agree with abortion I have a 5 year old single mom I when through a lot with her I don't have family I think the fact that made me feel so lonely make me try to find love on him I meet somebody a year ago first months he was the best but since I told him I'm pregnant hes been treating me bad tomorow is thanksgiving I know some people don't celebrate but I do if he is the person I was with I was expecting him to be with us but no today he left upset not even saying goodbye the same thing happend last weekend is like every weekend he finds an excuse to get mad at me I can't take this anymore I really made a big mistake I'm only 7 weeks it brakes my heart thinking about it but I don't want to bring an other child to this world like this I don't have no one by my side is only me and my 5 year old I'm so scare never done this