I just need to vent for a minute. My husband and I have been TTC for 3 months now and had originally talked about starting our family almost a year ago. We figured we would be having the family's first grandchild. But that hasn't happened. His youngest sister and her husband got pregnant about a month after they got married. I took the news super hard and wasn't very happy about it. Since then I've come around to it and the fact that it isn't my time yet and I can at least spoil my nephew. Well today the jealous, bitter feelings have started to come back. His sister is in the hospital and starting the labor process. I just wish so badly that the situation was flipped and we were there!!! I don't want these feelings and I know it's probably selfish of me. Thanks for letting me vent, ladies.