My life is fucked up right now

Ok this is just me adding to my first post. I know it takes 2 to get pregnant and Thats what I said I'm angry with myself. I am just at fault as he is because I allowed him to enter ME without protection so I wish you all would stop saying that. I already feel bad enough I didn't put it up to be judged I put it up to get advice. Good advice. And so far I only got 2 people who have it. But at the end of the day I'm gonna be alone figuring stuff out not him and me no just me.