Finally 6 months!!

I'm so happy to have come this far in our pregnancy! And I've hated most of my journey lol! I never dreamed my pregnancy would be difficult both physically and mentally. I've had hypermesis the entire time, and still vomitting with constent meds. We lost our 1st at 7 weeks 2 yrs ago and struggled to conceive. I always feel guilty for not enjoying my pregnancy, and always wanted a big family, but after being signed off work since April, and unlikely to return at this point, I hate that it has controlled my life and don't think I could do this again. Being part of this community has helped me through the really hard times though. But I just want this pregnancy to be finished and get to see my baby girl! Sorry, just needed to rant!