No baby shower for my little girl

Ashley
So i was told your not supposed to throw yourself a baby shower so i haven't made any effort. My mom said she would throw me one but its literally the last month of my pregnancy and she has made no effort at all to follow through. My feelings are so hurt i feel like everyone just forgot i exist the last few months. I'm just sitting here getting bigger and all my friends and family are just leaving me out of everything :((