My husband and porn

   I know every man watches porn , but my husband is always watching it I'm always finding porn on his phone.  I will look outside when he's going out for a smoke and he's even watching it then. I have caught him I don't know how many times at night when I'm in bed I'll go downstairs to see when he's coming to bed and he's on his phone watching it. Even in the bathroom he will watching some girls on YouTube I know this because when I go on you tube to play music for my kids it signs in under the same name so it pops up when he forgets to delete history.  Its not just once in a while I mean it's all the time! But the best part is he denies denies denies even when he is cought in full on act! He says I'm crazy he could at least be a little more discrete. I've even said to him did you want to watch it together and says he doesn't watch porn hahahaha , and It's starting to make me feel awful about myself too, when we have sex it's always from behind I never see his face. I feel like he's not attracted too me because of the sex with me and the amount of porn he watching. I have no one to take to about this I had to get this off my chest.