I've never wanted a BFN so bad!

Lianne🌈25/04🇬🇧
I miscarried on Sunday and I hate the fact I'm still getting BFP! I know it takes time for the hCG to leave your body etc.. But it's just a cruel reminder of what should have been.
I'm trying to remain strong and think towards TTC again, I guess I'm just trying to rush the process so I can heal... I just want to heal 😔