Feeling Defeated. No heartbeat.

Jessica 🌈👶🏾 9/3/18
Ive been searching on this app for women that are in a similar situation than i am. I had my first ultrasound today (6/22/16). BabyCevi measured at 7 weeks and 2 days however she said there was no heartbeat. She stated my uterus was tilted. She had to wiggle the probe around just to find it. Idk if that could have something to do with her having a hard time finding the heartbeat. She also kept repeating how small babycevi was. Anyway.....she gave 3 options. Wait to see if my body realizes that the baby has passed, give me a pill to force miscarriage or do a d&c. I choose option 1. My next appointment is on monday. I was tested for my hcg levels before i left the hospital feeling defeated. This is the worse feeling ever to know that you possibly could be carrying a dead baby and you are just waiting for your body to realize it.