Alright, I've been debating posting this question but I really need some advice.

I breastfed both of my girls and I'm now 26 weeks pregnant....

My youngest is now 8 years old. Back in 2008 I was raped and hurt badly. Since then, I can't stand my breasts being touched in any way..

I want to be able to breastfeed my son when he comes but I'm in fear that I won't be able to due to the trauma.

Sorry if it's too much detail here but it's my reality and I'm truly trying to find a way to work through this.

How in the world can I get passed this?