When your too sick to work.. when your too tired to do laundry.. when your so lost your not sure which way to turn next.. when everything just keeps bundling up inside.. and you don't want to cause no one else depression.. you lay here blaming yourself.. your body has failed you...not once but twice...you've lost two precious bqbies.. your body has just let them go.. you don't know which way is right or left... but somehow you figure out how to get on your hands and knees and beg for answers...answering why this has to happen....and suddenly your phone rings and it's the Dr office telling you the answers to all your problems! Telling you why or how you've lost your babies...your body has failed to produce what it is supposed too.. but it's fixable and praise GOD for that.. I'm stick lost at the fact I had to give up two precious lives... but there is hope! My GOD has giving me that hope that I was begging for! My GOD is working within us! We still have a longggggggggg road ahead but it's one we can get through..