I hate being pregnant

Anyone else feel me? The nausea and fatigue is really getting to me mentally. When I feel so sick for so long I want to jump out the window (I won't). The only thing that helps is zofran, which my doctor says it's safe but I fee guilty taking it. I can't work because of my nausea and dizziness. I can't do anything at home, I'm in bed all day. Maybe I'm weak. All of this makes me hate being pregnant and I'm so scared I'm going to hate being a mom to an infant. Wish we could fast forward to when they're 3 or 4....
Lots of anxiety.