Today we'd be 12 weeks and we'd be announcing our pregnancy. I had made an announcement and I can't bring myself to delete it and I'm sad that I can't share it. I want to post it here so someone will see it. I'm so sad that it's no longer true. This is our 4th loss. I'm so lucky to have my son thru adoption but my body and heart still ache to be pregnant and feel life grow inside me. I was so excited to make my son a big brother!!