Don't feel pregnant

Katie • 1st baby 👶🏼
There's some days I just feel normal, hardly any symptoms and it freaks me out! I want to feel pregnant so I know everything's alright! Then I start convincing my self my symptoms are all in my head and I'm just willing them to be there... I keep thinking I'm going to come on my period and that I should take another test but I'm terrified it will come up negative! I only had one test done and it was done by the doctor so didn't feel need the need t the time to confirm it with a home one! I my first appointment with the midwife on Thursday so I'm trying to hold off really freaking out till then! Am I over thinking things?