Should I see a counselor?

I've started seeing an online councelor. Talkspace. 12 weeks for $200. So less than even going face to face once per week 

How long has it been since your miscarriage? Although it's the worst line ever, time really does help. It goes up and down and I'm still wandering if I'll ever just be normal again. But the pain has eased up, some things have color again. Do you have any friends who have gone through this or are going through this? I realized that a counselor may not be able to comfort or help me if they had not gone through this themself so I reached out to a friend. It has helped so much. I hope you find something to hold onto to pull yourself out of this ❤️

Check your school health office or calll HR at your job they may have free sessions through employee assistance program but yeah well worth the money try going to different coubselors read five lanagues of love and secrets of happily married wives great books also why men love bitches is a must read 

I'm sorry for your pain. One day you will find joy again even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Be kind to yourself. Talking to a therapist helped me sort through the emotions right after the miscarriage and the ones that would randomly show up weeks later. A good one is supportive and will help you find a way out.  Also getting away and having a full body massage helped push the pain from my body. And doing the simple practice of painting a doodle every day has helped me find some creative joy.