am i overreacting?

Brianna
I'm 21 and I had a miscarriage last month, i knew i won't ready nobody is actually ready to have a baby but i was excited & i loved this little person more than anything....but my mom said God did the right thing by me having a miscarriage because i don't have money like that what would you say, feel, or do??👼🏽😔😔😔😔😔