It's just killing me , I try not to act like it's bothering me but I can't help but always think that the man I ma married to, the man I love, and the man I'm having a baby with is using social media as a way of cheating on me. I'm not like those girls who show off their breasts and asses , on social media maybe that's all he needs . He needs to talk to, flirt with, bitches that would not mind showing their bodies to a stranger behind a phone. He calls me baby and my love and this and that but I hate it coming from his mouth because I know I'm not the only one he calls tht. I'm such a wreck and I just don't know how to deal with my feelings anymore . For gods sake , you have a baby coming in less then 2 months and your just fucking around . I feel like dying or going back on meds for depression or something . 2 years ago I stopped harming myself, trying to kill myself, smoking , drinking just to have a better life . I didn't change and get strong to have a marriage like this.