Vent!!!

Why does everyone need to steal my thunder? I know this is me being terribly hormonal and selfish but ive had enough! When hubby and I got married, his brother who had been married since April just HAD to have a real wedding and got remarried 2 weeks before us. Then my cousin who had been engaged for months but hadn't set a date sent out save the dates for the weekend before our wedding. The whole situation toom away from our big day. Now that we have FINALLY conceived, my cousins wife did too and my brother and his fiance did but unfortunately they lost their angel. Now that she's not preggo, my brothers wedding is back on for oct. 1 which is the SAME day I had mom book for my shower. With being in their wedding 8 months pregnant, having to throw a wedding shower and avoid overlapping dates with my cousins shower I'm either forced to take the last one again where the family gets tired of going to them and doesnt show up or push mine all the way back to august 27th on my birthday. I know it's crazy but I'm so tired of being last or having to share. Why can't this just be for me!!!!!!! Rant over.....