Being on top

Bekkah • Washington State🎣🌲Country Grown
My husband wants me to get on top a lot after we've been fooling around. I hate it though. I have no rhythm and have a hard time getting the timing right. If I start to enjoy it, it messes up my timing. I have to concentrate so hard I can't enjoy it at all. And then we both get pissy when it's not working. Help!