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Ranting...

I don't want any mean comments, but I just want to go on a mini rant.

I recently found out that my boyfriend is on all sorts of hook up sites. I accidentally found out by going on my boyfriends safari, and it opened up to his history and I saw all sorts of porn sites, and hook up sites.

My heart is broken, and I can't even begin to explain how I feel. I feel empty and not good enough. Recently we havnt been intimate at all, and I'm beginning to think he doesn't love me anymore. I want my old boyfriend back. The one who would prove that he wants me.

I don't want to break up with him, cause he is the love of my life, but I can't do it anymore. I can't bare the empty feeling anymore.

My heart is in a million peices, and my head is so messed up with feelings and thoughts. Don't know how to put them all into place, or even sort through them. All I want to do is lay in bed and sleep or cry.

I've been fighting back tears for a while. But I'm about to break. 💔

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