Can't stop crying

Samantha
I miss my baby so much went from telling everyone her name on Father's Day and planning for her nursery and setting up my registry to getting an ultrasound last Monday and learning she was incompatible with life my baby had anecephaly and I terminated my pregnancy while her little heart was still beating. I miss feeling my Olivia growing inside me so much I miss the waiting to meet her and hold her in my arms and it will never happen now. This is my second pregnancy loss and I'm having such a hard time I don't know how to put myself back together and move forward....I also feel like I'll never have a baby maybe I'm just not meant to be a mother....