First Appt Tomorrow

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I am always so tired. I go in tomorrow to see about getting on wic and such. I also am going to get my first ultrasound! I am so nervous! I had a miscarriage around 3 months. The doctors are counting my spotting as my last period but conception happened around the 11th of April. But they are saying that I am barely 8 weeks, but in actuality from conception I am around 12-14 weeks! I really want an xmas baby if it happens otherwise I won't be due until aroun 2/8/17. That is a huge gap and I am so confused!