Change of heart

Vanessa. • I`m Cool AF Like A Penguin ina tanktop 😎🐧speak my mind no harm intended. Engaged w/2 kids . Oh and I love pretty girls

So at first I was a little confused on what I wanted . But I talked to my SO and we both agreed that if I am pregnant it will be more of a good thing than bad (as far as timing and etc) we are young and engaged with two kids already. I don't want to get my hopes up but all the symptoms are there plenty of unprotected sex was had all month including my fertile week... I'm 4 days away from AF ... now that we are okay with if we do get prego I'm going to be heart broken if I'm not

Only thing I think will interfere would be the fact I had my IUD removed only two months ago...

I'm anxious and I want to test today but now I'm dreading the chance of a BFN

I wasn't expecting him to want another child so soon . We have a 7yr old boy and a 3yr old girl I'm full time in nursing school and he works Lanscaping 12hrs 5 days a week

Blahhh excuse my long rant lol ion have any friends

How are you guys doing that are TTC?