Scared of Surgery

Jemma • Hi

So my c section is planned literally 9 days away... and I've started having terrifying dreams... I Google constantly the mortality rates and it's less than .1 for the mother with no underlying issues... but it still haven't freed my mind really at all... I've started having panic attacks and freaking out about what would happen while I'm on the table... I just i.dont know what to do.. but cry

I'm scared