Needing help!!!???? Please

Cherelle • Baby girl born Feb 2017👶🏼💖 baby #2 due May 2020
So I am now 4 days late, and I just wanted to feel how low/high my cervix was, but I could hardly get my finger inside, I feel so swollen and soft, could barely get finger in to feel cervix, which is so high, could barely even touch, unless I pushed down. 
Any ideas????