I swore it wouldn't happen...

Jenna • 🎀Addison Leigh 9/9/17 | Mia Jane 4/23/19🎀
Even though I feared it from the very beginning. Went in today for a scan and my first actual OB appointment at 10 weeks 4 days and there was no more heartbeat  baby measuring 8 weeks 1 day. I am devestated and I know how I am.  I will be so scared to try again bc I will never be able to relax. I'll always fear it will happen again. Please tell
Me this is unlikely to happen again.