Babies....

Marli • Hi I`m Marli! I`m Librarian & Angel Mom to Rhett Alec Wright 👣❤️☀️ and a Rainbow Mom 💕🌈🎀 Dachshund collector - Book Lover - Autoimmune Fighter.
Am I the only one who gets depressed when another married couple comes up pregnant? 
I'm a photographer so I just took wedding photos for a younger couple in April and their already pregnant? I've been trying so hard and I keep coming up with nothing.... I've had to act happy for five different people in the last two weeks. I don't know how much longer I can keep lying to myself that it's ok...it's ok that we can't have a child right now.... We get to bond longer.... I can't make up very many more excuses. 
All I want is to be a mom ... Why is this so hard?