My marriage is ending

Bree
I've been married for five years. Over the last 6 months I've discovered shady little lies here and there. The other day my husband told me he was running errands but then I found a receipt in his pocket that proved he was actually put at a bar. When I called him out on it he became very defensive and before I knew it, he was asking for a divorce. It breaks my heart. There's so much more to it than my brief description but I'm too tired to get into it. 
I'm just sad and needing to express it. Goodnight world. 
God I fucking loved him 😢