So idgaf about what anybody says about me looking through my fiancés phone while he's asleep because he's done it me! Anywho I was scrolling through his history and turns out he was looking up his ex, her cousin and a few other bitches! I am so pissed! People will swear to you that they don't give AF about any of their exes or other women yet do shit like that behind your back & even still try to deny it and show me after he clearly cleared those searches before doing so. I feel like he's a fucking liar, in which he is. How are you suppose to be with me yet you can't even keep it real about little shit. After seeing those things, I really don't even know if I wanna be with him or not. I don't need anybody that I'm willing to marry that's reminiscing about their ex and so forth. I don't want his ass speaking to me at all because now I feel like shit, tf that's suppose to mean? Fuck are you checking up on your ex for and on other bitches! Call me what you want & say whatever but he's wrong and especially for lying to me about it. Would you be pissed too? Honestly? & don't even start commenting negative crap if that's gunna be your response because I deserve to know who I'm marrying & starting out a marriage/relationship with lies is bad!