😭 discouraged

Ellie • Boy mom of 3 and two angels🧑🏼🧑🏼👦🏼👼🏼👼🏼 married 3.4.17💍 Certified Reiki Master and Crystal Healer💫
So after a year and 4 months of trying I got another negative test this morning. I'm getting extremely discouraged at this point 😞