Motivation...

Samantha
Im 5 weeks. Haven't been to an official doctor yet. But im on number two. With my first I was tired but would still do things. With this one, I have ZERO motivation what so ever. I've been feeling so crappy. My back hurts, my boobs hurt unless I wear a bra. I'm a DDD, so they're just heavy. My everything just aches. I'm super hot. My house is destroyed and I can't stand looking at it, but I have no motivation to do ANYTHING. I dont even wanna coom for my child. Hes been eating fast food. I'm not telling anyone im pregnant till I know the gender. Anyone else this bad? My best friend is pregnant with a girl and we all think it's a girl she says she was this way with her girl in the first trimester. Idk. Someone motivate me? Someone help with encouraging words? Idk...