Feeling upset and unreasonable

Claire • Happily married to my high school sweetheart! Christian, dog mom, decor enthusiast and expecting our rainbow baby girl 🌈🩷
Okay, disclaimer- I am on my second day of my period. Proceed with caution. 😂😂😂 anyway, I have been on a weight loss journey. I have had a history of a bad relationship with eating habits, not eating, and beating myself up. I used to stand in the mirror and pick myself apart for hours. But now, I'm trying things the healthy way. 3 weeks ago, I hit my highest weight ever.. 225lb. (I'm about 5'6"-5'7") which is huge compared to my 150 I used to be when my boyfriend and I started dating 3 years ago. (Note: he has never said anything about my weight and has always been incredible. He has never found me any less attractive, and calls me beautiful, stunning, gorgeous, ect. He's never been a butt about what my weight was, and for that I'm so thankful.) but I have been eating healthy and exercising for 3 weeks, and when I got on the scale, I had lost 7, almost 8 pounds. I was over the moon. Now I know that my period puts water weight on me, but I broke the promise to myself and got on the scale anyway, and it was back at 221. I'm heartbroken. I know I shouldn't be, and my clothes fit better, and people have said they see my weight loss already in my face, but I'm really discouraged. Please don't say anything mean. I'm in need of some encouragement, happy thoughts, prayers, funny stories, anything! Thanks in advance ladies!! ❤️