Happy

I know while Ttc some women find getting their periods dreadful but since I rarely have periods I get so excited. I'm still miserable of course but when I start having them regularly I get so happy simply because it means I have a better chance of actually knowing if I do get pregnant. Having pcos is hard but finally having some normalcy is the best. Right now I'm miserable simply because I got my period and I'm sick but I'm happy because this is the fifth month in a row I've had a period four of which with no medication and I've even ovulated. Im trying to stay positive one thing I keep telling myself about my period is that if I do get pregnant at least my uterus will be nice and clean lmao I always feel really clean down there after my period like cleaning out all the old pipes or something