I was raped on multiple occasions. 5 times total 4 times by someone who I thought I was in love with at the time.. He used to beat me and emotionally abuse me... I was scared to be alone, every time something bad happened like him hitting me or raping me, he told me he was sorry and that it would never happen again so I stayed and it happened again and again.. We had a shitty relationship, he had me hooked on cocaine and made me strip for his friends so they would give it to him for free and finally built up the courage to leave him. A year or so went by, I met someone we were happy for 2 years and then my ex who had raped me found me and raped me again... My boyfriend at the time was so devastated he literally wanted to kill him... He had bought a gun and everything.. But we found out he was locked up, but since the 4 rape my relationship spiraled downward... On May 26th of 2015 that relationship ended... Badly.