This has never happened before..

Had my 36w appointment today and had a midwife I really don't like. I mean, I've had her like twice before with this pregnancy but she doesn't listen to me, she makes these stupid faces when I ask a question like she thinks I'm stupid for not knowing the answer after 3 pregnancies..also, she pressed really hard on my tummy to feel the baby, and when I said "Ow.. That hurts" she said "yea well I've got to feel the baby to see where he is." 😒😩

I instantly got irritated.. I get that you have to feel where he is but like she pressed so hard, I have a pain in my stomach where she pressed and it really hurts, and it is causing me cramps. I don't like her! My other midwives are so generous and they listen to me.

My point is... I don't want her again. I don't want her to be the only call midwife when I give birth. Can I request to not have her ever again? This is my 4th and last pregnancy. I'm not ready to have to deal with this woman again! 😬