So my SO is going to upstate NY for the weekend and leaving me & my son home sick. ( I never go up there because his family doesn't really approve of me . ) So I am very upset because I am so sick I cannot do anything in this house & on top of that my son is sick so he is very cranky as well. I just feel its selfish of him that he wants to go up there while leaving me down in CT all sick & alone with no help. He has been going to see his family up there a lot lately & I just feel all he cares about is leaving me behind & seeing them. I don't wanna seem like a B but I have no family or friends in CT, because I left it all behind to move with him. I just sucks because I wish he will tell his family to deal with  it & bring me along. But it will just make things awkward I know. I just dont wanna be all alone till sunday night... :(