Gay, curious, or just greedy

Tasha • Sun, Nov 30

I need help on this one, Im confused.

I fantasize about being with a woman, So I tend to touch women bodies when I feel frisky and they let me. The thing is I want to be with a woman and want a woman to perform on me. I can do sexual things to her but I would never go down on her... By the way I never been with a woman besides my hands tend to wonder. Only a hand full of my friends know. Am I gay, curious or just being greedy .