Alone

It bothers me that I have to go through my pregnancy alone. My child's father chose not to be there. We live in the same small town. He and I were such great friends before I got pregnant. We would talk everyday and he would always spend weekends with me. Now he is nowhere to be found. He doesn't called or come by. He has completely shunned me because I chose to keep my baby and not terminate the pregnancy. It's becoming hard to keep myself encourage. Everyday I look forward to the day ending so that I can get back in my bed and cry.