My first I feel like a whale meltdown!

Ashley
My friend invited us over to swim and eat some BBQ and I was like hell yeah until I went to find something to wear.. I look huge and I'm so uncomfortable to be around anyone in any kind of swim clothes. My bikinis of course don't for me at all and I tried on some shorts and a top but I feel so ugly 😭😭😭 my fiance says I look beautiful and he wants to show off our little bean but I dont know why I'm having this melt down! I'm 34 weeks.. this is the first major meltdown! Have any of you had this happen?!