Struggle

Layan
Hi guys! On New Years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> I found out I was pregnant so I asked my friends and boyfriend not to say anything to my family until I knew the sex of the baby however I found out 1 of my friends did and was forced into an abortion. I still can't get over how to confront this friend and loosing my baby who was 4 months .Also my boyfriend wants us to try again but every time I get my period all I do is cry. He's telling me to be patient but really starting to give up on it