New Survivor

Hello everyone. I just had a miscarriage yesterday and I am so full of emotions. I wanted this baby so much. I had just told the kids a few days ago. I had slight spotting then yesterday I had more then clumps of blood came out. We did an ultrasound and the horrible words came out, there is no baby in the uterus. I surprised my fiancé on Father's Day and this happened yesterday on his B-Day. I wish the physical pains I am having could just have let me produce a baby to hold. Thank you for listening. 😢😢😢