What do I do?

So my on again off again of three years (Josh) drove by the curb I was sitting on last night due to my ride driving off to get lucky.  On the way home at each stop he kept staring and after a while I said can I help you I know I look like shit. He said shut up. You have never looked more beautiful and he took off my glasses and kissed me. Then we went to my cabin on the lake and made love after neither of us had for about 6 months and then when I finally made it back home I realized I still love him